Hey guys, just thought that i over did it in my last journal. MAJORLY. the thing is i got causght up in alot of mess and then other problems arised and i just cracked mentally. The thing is when my brother was 3 he had a brain tumour, then when i was in grade 7 he had Lekeimia. and now he has a weak bone structure and is always getting sick. thats what I started worring about. then after that, things began to pile up and things started to happen that i am not responsible for and still get introuble for which built the pile up.

But since i just tore that pile apart i feel like a new person and one who is more opened up. I can tollerate alot more and stand up for what I beleive is right. Even though i used to get into fights to lose to feel pain over the other pains (mental pain). i feel as if there is no need for it any more. I figured this out a bit to late i guess XD.